I really don’t like them, I hate them, I don’t care about them, but they keep coming back for more. What is it that they are looking for? Am I speaking in riddles again? I’m cold, I gotta go turn on the heater, where was I again?

Why do people “hate” you, come back for more? I think they want attention...affirmation, friendly competition, or idk, what they want. Because I never go back to people I hate, I wish going through my life without ever seeing them ever again, dead or alive. The point is, I don’t think they actually hate me, they just don’t really want to resonate with it yet. But they are curious, which means they know, part of what I’m saying, is true. And they are curious, which means they are smart. Only the smart people are curious, so don’t underestimate your curiosity. You know who you are, I never in the world thought I would have “haters”. Because I don’t hate anyone, really. But, I do, hate some people some times. It’s not permanent though, it only happens when I’m super mad. I’m sorry. I sometimes just oust people like that, cuz I’m pissed. But to piss me off, you’d have to have done a lot....so, you deserve it. You probably deserved it a long time ago, from other people, not me, I don’t really want to be the one get mad. But sometimes I do get mad....part of the normal spectrum of human emotions. Or is this bipolar, I should say? Yes, some call this a manic episode. But you already know this, so I’ve been trying to warn you literally this whooooooooooollllllle time. So yeah, I tried my best.