6/4/25

I still am stressed out from all these people on threads, but it’s my choice to be on it, I wanted to know, I wanted to learn, I wanted to see how people felt, what they are thinking, why they are thinking that way, I do want to know. The result is quite disheartening. Open communication seems to be close to impossible on the internet, I’m not sure if the golden age of internet is over, cyber bullying is quite sneaky and lame, you can’t catch them, but they can come out of nowhere. Kinda like, Daiga’s mom, and his brother, very sneaky indeed. But that’s just an attack, what induced the attack is more interesting to me. Because I came in full peace, so I did not attack, and idk why it would come off as one, something is up. Something was up. But that thing is going down. That thing will hopefully leave people’s lives, and everyone start to grow sympathy for each other, despite everything, we can learn to trust each other again. You can’t heal trauma with another trauma.

This is the private section, so I do not care if you fully understand. This is for me, I’m just allowing you to see it. A little bit of it. A glimpse of it. This is what’s been on my mind, but it’s all getting too heavy for me now. I need a break.