After smoking weed, I enjoy wildly harassing people—it genuinely entertains me.
I really enjoy obsessing over “utterly meaningless” topics.
Used to smoke before writing (I’ve changed this).
Still need weed to write (this one won’t change).
I tend to do things in extremes, and I enjoy going to extremes.
I enjoy sensory deprivation—it actually makes my thoughts clearer.
Recently, I’ve started enjoying hunger—learning and pain come together.
I don’t like bitterness or sourness.
I have a certain tendency toward self-destruction.
“Carelessness” is a coping mechanism.
What am I thinking, what am I thinking, what am I thinking.
Is this okay? Is it really okay to post stuff like this? Why are so many people reading it?
I feel a bit uncomfortable—like being naked, exposed under the sun.
But I’ve already decided to accept myself.
So let it be. Let me accept myself.