DATE
4/3/25
TIME
12:16 PM
LOCATION
Oakland, CA

好恶
Talking to Myself #2: Likes and Dislikes
DATE
4/3/25
TIME
12:16 PM
LOCATION
Oakland, CA

好恶
Talking to Myself #2: Likes and Dislikes
DATE
4/3/25
TIME
12:16 PM
LOCATION
Oakland, CA

好恶
Talking to Myself #2: Likes and Dislikes
抽大麻之后喜欢疯狂骚扰别人、非常以此为乐
非常享受瞎想“毫无含义”的论题
开始写东西之前抽烟(改了)
写东西得抽大麻(不会改)
做事走极端、享受走极端
享受感官剥夺、其实会让思路更清晰
最近开始享受饥饿,学习和痛并生
不喜欢苦、酸
有一定的自虐倾向
"漫不经心"是coping mechanism
我在想什么、我在想什么、我在想什么
这样好吗 发这种东西没关系吗 为什么这么多人看
我感到一些不适 好像裸体被曝光在太阳下
但我已经决定要接纳自己了
那就接纳自己吧
After smoking weed, I enjoy wildly harassing people—it genuinely entertains me.
I really enjoy obsessing over “utterly meaningless” topics.
Used to smoke before writing (I’ve changed this).
Still need weed to write (this one won’t change).
I tend to do things in extremes, and I enjoy going to extremes.
I enjoy sensory deprivation—it actually makes my thoughts clearer.
Recently, I’ve started enjoying hunger—learning and pain come together.
I don’t like bitterness or sourness.
I have a certain tendency toward self-destruction.
“Carelessness” is a coping mechanism.
What am I thinking, what am I thinking, what am I thinking.
Is this okay? Is it really okay to post stuff like this? Why are so many people reading it?
I feel a bit uncomfortable—like being naked, exposed under the sun.
But I’ve already decided to accept myself.
So let it be. Let me accept myself.
After smoking weed, I enjoy wildly harassing people—it genuinely entertains me.
I really enjoy obsessing over “utterly meaningless” topics.
Used to smoke before writing (I’ve changed this).
Still need weed to write (this one won’t change).
I tend to do things in extremes, and I enjoy going to extremes.
I enjoy sensory deprivation—it actually makes my thoughts clearer.
Recently, I’ve started enjoying hunger—learning and pain come together.
I don’t like bitterness or sourness.
I have a certain tendency toward self-destruction.
“Carelessness” is a coping mechanism.
What am I thinking, what am I thinking, what am I thinking.
Is this okay? Is it really okay to post stuff like this? Why are so many people reading it?
I feel a bit uncomfortable—like being naked, exposed under the sun.
But I’ve already decided to accept myself.
So let it be. Let me accept myself.