DATE
5/17/25
TIME
3:58 PM
Love: Take #2
小心翼翼地接近、不知道自己是否在做对的事情、不知道自己是会拿到糖还是毒药
明目张胆的威胁、不给对方出路
耐心等待、需要的时候，递上一包烟
了解关于你的一切、并坚定的认为自己是最懂你的人
得不到就要毁了你
在你面前可以做自己、但同时也意味着所有肮脏的东西、把你当垃圾桶往你身上、心里倒
自顾自的用自己的方式保护你、其实你根本不需要
虐待你、因为他以为，虐待是爱
歇斯底里的控制你、监视你、给你洗脑
精神操控你、告诉你、你阴暗、恶心、“游走于不同的男人之间”
不相信你喜欢女生
既要又要
不讲道理
霸道
我行我素
双重标准
控制、控制、控制
限制、限制、限制
我的是对的、你的是错的
我知道，让我告诉你
你已经到了要当圣诞老人的年纪了，但你还不知道圣诞老人不存在
我想、我不知道爱是什么。
Carefully approaching, not knowing whether you are doing the right thing, not knowing whether you will receive candy or poison.
Open and blatant threats, not giving the other person a way out.
Patiently waiting, and when needed, handing over a pack of cigarettes.
Knowing everything about you, and firmly believing they are the one who understands you the most.
If they can’t have you, they want to destroy you.
Being able to be themselves in front of you, but that also means all the filthy things, treating you like a trash can and dumping it all on your body, into your heart.
Protecting you in their own way, when in fact, you never needed it.
Abusing you, because they believe abuse is love.
Hysterically controlling you, monitoring you, brainwashing you.
Mentally manipulating you, telling you that you are dark, disgusting, “wandering between different men.”
Not believing that you like girls.
Wanting both this and that. Doing things their own way.
Not reasoning. Domineering. Double standards.
Control, control, control.
Restriction, restriction, restriction.
What’s mine is right, what’s yours is wrong.
I know, let me tell you.
You’ve already reached the age to be Santa Claus, but you still don’t know Santa doesn’t exist.
I think…
I don’t know what love is.